As I violently
Apart our lives that had been
  Airpacked
  Supergluded
Inseparable
I transfer it
Into pain and mess
Into blood, flesh, and fear
Everywhere

Our soul cried

You kindly excused yourself
     out of my life
           Gently close that door
Try your best attempt to make
     the least of my guilt
Give your most effort to understand
     the worst of my being

Don’t get mad when the only language I can speak is
Silent
I had lost my tongue to talk
To explain, to express
A long time ago

Don’t be upset when everything I can see in myself is
Guilt and
     more guilt
Don’t feel sorry for me
Because your smile will make me strong
Your happiness will erase the shame that I have
Don’t worry about me

Because I will always think of you
When I need a reason to cheer up
When I look for means to make it better
When I search for proof of

Unconditional love